Mission to Burn

After thinking about it over, over and over again and still having second thoughts, I finally decided. I'm heading to the gym. I've tried everything from starving myself, healthier diet,working extra hard cleaning the house, acupuncture to ayurveda. So I can safely say, been there done that..sigh..
It's all worked for short term but my problem was that I couldn't continue anything, mind you, I have valid reasons so don't you try to call me a loser or someone who gives up. Coz that I am definitely not!

I had always told myself I'd do anything but go to the gym. Here I am, blogging about it after completing my first workout session. Well yeah everyone's like your not 'that' fat. Maybe I'm not but I still am not happy with my weight. I have a target in mind and I will achieve that no matter what. That's how determined I am right now.

Talking about my first day. To be honest, I was nervous stepping into the place. After a while I got comfortable. Seeing all those girls who are fatter than me working out there made me smile :) and made me feel smaller as well. I thought to myself 'I'm not so bad after all'. But just coz of that I'm not gonna stop. I was also thinking 'I don't want to be anywhere close to what they look like anytime in the future'. So all the more reason to start now than regret later.

The trainer was OK. He asked me not to force myself since it was my first day but u know me, I just wanted to show him I can do it. Did a couple of different stretches and used different machines 10 mins each. On the whole I felt good, HOT, and dizzy at the end of it. I felt so much heat being released form my body and sweated it out like a pig.

All I can say now is that I am so tired after having a nice hot shower and making dinner for family. I wanna sleep. But my Strawberries in farmville are only 98% grown, so I have to stay up to harvest them before I can sleep in peace. I will not be happy if they all wither. Looking forward to Day 2...