Sigh... Where do I start, Where is it gonna end?
Lifes as miserable as it can get. Mentally, physically and spiritually, its just hell on earth.
I was wondering if God has something personal against me, coz its pure torture that I'm experiencing. First with my continuous health problems which seems to have no cure. That has left me with depression and stamina equals to nill. Just getting up and going about each day is exhausting.
I've been working day and night on this long due project and times almost up. June's here, so only a month and 14 days more to go. And just when I'm satisfied with what I've achieved so far, my whole life comes crashing down on me. My hard disk crashes. No backups, none. Am so close to the edge now. Giving up seems to be the easy way out but at the same time I'm not a person who gives up. I hope I just dont crack under the pressure. No one seems to understand and its not worth the effort trying to make them understand. Hopeless!
Theres just only one thing left to do. Just keep going on like nothing ever happened. Just a few more sleepless nights and things should be fine. Sleep does not matter anymore, in fact it just feels like a waste of time. This is the last straw... and I AM definitely gonna make it, trust me. Oh yeah, and my prayers will keep me going on.
Looking forward to a brighter day tomorrow and hopefully a brighter life.
Thursday, May 31, 2007
Wednesday, May 9, 2007
Gel Candles
Today was surely an interesting day. I learnt the art of making gel candles, something that I've been wanting to do for quite a while now. We had a fun group :) and it was like going back to childhood - the days when you played with clay for the first time and discovered what fascinating things you can do with it.
Gel candles initially fascinated me when I was shopping one day. I saw a couple of them and was thinking 'what a beautiful ornament'. Then I noticed that it had a wick at the centre. 'Could this be a candle?' I wondered. It sure didnt look like anything I've seen before. Did some research on it and found that they are indeed candles, made out of a special kind of wax, not paraffin. After googling it, I was astonished at the beautiful designs that were available. This got me more excited. And what you can do with them, plenty. They can be used more as ornaments than as candles, perfect as personalized gifts, used for aromatherapy etc.
I hope to exploit this new found hobby of mine and look into the future prospects. Credit should be given to the teacher, Mrs. Ramani Arsecularatne who very patiently explained every detail of the process. She further gave us business ideas and encouraged us to make use of them.
These are the images of what we made today:-
BEER MUG
Gel candles initially fascinated me when I was shopping one day. I saw a couple of them and was thinking 'what a beautiful ornament'. Then I noticed that it had a wick at the centre. 'Could this be a candle?' I wondered. It sure didnt look like anything I've seen before. Did some research on it and found that they are indeed candles, made out of a special kind of wax, not paraffin. After googling it, I was astonished at the beautiful designs that were available. This got me more excited. And what you can do with them, plenty. They can be used more as ornaments than as candles, perfect as personalized gifts, used for aromatherapy etc.
I hope to exploit this new found hobby of mine and look into the future prospects. Credit should be given to the teacher, Mrs. Ramani Arsecularatne who very patiently explained every detail of the process. She further gave us business ideas and encouraged us to make use of them.
These are the images of what we made today:-
BEER MUG
DESSERT
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