Sigh... Where do I start, Where is it gonna end?
Lifes as miserable as it can get. Mentally, physically and spiritually, its just hell on earth.
I was wondering if God has something personal against me, coz its pure torture that I'm experiencing. First with my continuous health problems which seems to have no cure. That has left me with depression and stamina equals to nill. Just getting up and going about each day is exhausting.
I've been working day and night on this long due project and times almost up. June's here, so only a month and 14 days more to go. And just when I'm satisfied with what I've achieved so far, my whole life comes crashing down on me. My hard disk crashes. No backups, none. Am so close to the edge now. Giving up seems to be the easy way out but at the same time I'm not a person who gives up. I hope I just dont crack under the pressure. No one seems to understand and its not worth the effort trying to make them understand. Hopeless!
Theres just only one thing left to do. Just keep going on like nothing ever happened. Just a few more sleepless nights and things should be fine. Sleep does not matter anymore, in fact it just feels like a waste of time. This is the last straw... and I AM definitely gonna make it, trust me. Oh yeah, and my prayers will keep me going on.
Looking forward to a brighter day tomorrow and hopefully a brighter life.
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